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Dragon Age challenge.
All prepared for my date today~ Leaving in a few hours. If any of you know my cousin (which none of you do), this is exactly how he dresses. It is beyond obvious he picked out my clothes for me. I feel like such a hype beast.
Why do people think it’s acceptable to ask non-heterosexual males whether they are a “top or bottom?”
Today is just one of those “I feel like and look like crap” kind of days.
I can’t wait to graduate school. I don’t completely hate that place, and I do love the friends I’ve made there — but I’ve gotten too comfortable. I sometimes forget, along with others, that this is a professional environment. This is training for a potential career in my industry. Everything you say or do has consequences, whether good or bad_ and the longer I am here, the more truth it begins to hold. Even though I probably won’t, I need to make a few changes in my personality. I need to revert a bit and begin staying to myself more often than not. Especially in a school full of women where I’m the only male. Don’t think I won’t slap a bitch.
I don’t think I’m capable of maintaining a long lasting and healthy relationship. I’ve honestly never seen me as that type of guy who has someone waiting for him when he comes home from a long day of work and school — unless it’s a friend or family member. I’ve never seen me as one of those couples celebrating their third year anniversary. I’ve never seen me as sustaining “something special.” There will always be doubts. There will always be some form of an obstacle. I know I’ve said this many times before, but I’m just not good with relationships. I do think I’m better off being single. There are so many other things I need to be focusing on right now. I don’t say this because I’m insecure, I don’t say this for pity, I don’t say this with any form of emotion_ I say it with rationality. It’s not bothersome, it’s just the truth.
I just won my cosplay wig on eBay.. for a penny. Is this real?
THANK YOU, MAKER. YOU’VE BEEN SO KIND TO ME LATELY. Please, let everything continue to go good.
Otakon checklist:
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Anonymous asked: I just can't get over your hair~!! If it was socially acceptable, I would totally scalp your head and wear your hair as my own :3 LOL. Well.. thank you for this? xD But I think you mean my past hair. Unfortunately, it’s all gone now. T.T HOWEVER, DO NOT FRET. IT WILL BE BACK SOON. CRAZIER THAN EVER. |
It feels so weird being on an actual computer for once. Due to my laptop malfunctioning, I’ve just been using my iPhone for.. well… literally everything. Thank the Maker I decided to invest in one. Otherwise, I’d be one unhappy cookie without any access to the internet. I wish that I had more to actually update you guys with. I’m actually heading into work soon. I should already be dressed and out the door, BUT OH WELL.
My life has actually been pretty good for the most part. Excluding the brief moments of angst here and there (as you all whom actually read my posts will know, I’m sure). I go to school, I work, and I try to stay busy when I’m not resting. Today I bought myself a Canon Rebel, T3 DSLR for Otakon. Hopefully, I’ll be using it for much more than that, though. Tomorrow I get paid and I’ll be using what little I don’t spend on bills on my cosplay — even though I still have no idea who I’m going as. Super excited. I was supposed to shadow for the salon that wants to hire me today, but they had to cancel. It’s no big deal. I went to the mall and watched Legend of Korra instead. I have no complaints, really. I miss you guys. :( I hope you all haven’t forgotten about me.
oh, and I’ve recently become crazily obsessed with Instagram. If you want to follow me, feel free. :) @kikibummie
