Today was actually a really good day. Immediately upon waking up, I talked with my mom as she got ready for work. In order to help out a bit, I decided to do the dishes and take out the trash. Two things I never do. Once finished, I got on Tinychat and stayed on there for a while (sorry guys for creeping and taking that photo). They kept harassing me to go on cam. Afterward, I got in the shower and my cousin invited me to go to the movies with her to see Star Wars 3D. It was my first time ever seeing Star Wars_ I thoroughly enjoyed it. Cue inner nerd reappearing~ In the middle of preparation, Hannah texted me and told me she was outside. We made small talk, like we always do, as I blow dried, straightened, styled my hair, and got dressed. It was actually a lot of fun, considering I haven’t seen her in x amount of months. I wore my “Some dudes marry dudes, get over it” shirt. She left when my ride got here. Once returning home from the theatre, I tried so hard not to fall asleep, but of course I eventually succumbed. Only to be woken up by my forth baby. I talked to him briefly before he left to go be a whore at some party.
Today really helped take my mind off of my financial situation, which is what I think I needed. I actually felt really productive today, for once. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to try and go back to sleep.
I don’t really know how to articulate myself right now, so I think I’ll just word vomit onto a text post. We’ll see how it goes.
I really do feel like I’m ending one chapter in my life, but beginning a new one. Things are definitely going to begin changing soon and I’m still very skeptical about it. I’m anxious, but I think it’s in a good way. This is something that I really want to do_ I think, deep down, I’ve always wanted to. It’s really saddening that things won’t be the same as they used to be, but I’m trying to look forward to the future with a positive head. Thank you to everyone who has made these past 7 or so months even remotely bearable. I honestly don’t think I would have survived without all of you. I’ll miss all of you terribly. Please promise me that we will still make time for each other after everything is said and done? I know that I’m not quite gone yet, but just know that you have all impacted my life for the better. I’m grateful to each and every one of you. From all the laughs, to the play fights, to the arguing, it’s been worth it. I just feel like this is what’s best for me right now. I know that I’ll still be the same ol’ Key and it’s not like I’ll be moving on the other side of the country, but even the thought of leaving you guys makes me sick to my stomach. I’m going to try and make these last few weeks memorable. I’m just being a big kid right now and am feeling rather nostalgic. LOL. Basically, I just wanted to say that I love all of you silly guys. :) Don’t forget about me when I’m gone, alright? And remember to stay in contact. We still haven’t had our softlines dinner~!
Okay, I’m going to stop here before I seriously begin crying. I just can’t say it enough: I’m going to miss you guys. Please make an effort to stick around in my life. I’m going to miss telling you guys about a different guy every week. LOL. :( All of this seems like such a long time ago, doesn’t it?
Wish me luck, everyone!
I spoke too soon. Today was pretty amazing. I just finished spending my entire night putting up the Christmas tree with the family. You see those women in the picture (including my Gma, even though you only see her sexy booty), they’re my three favourite girls in the entire world. My mom, my cousin, and my Gma. I love you all. So much. You mean more to me than I could ever begin to describe. You all made my night. Thank you for being amazing. I had so much fun watching them struggle. LOL. I took so many pictures, but I’m only going to upload the relevant ones as to not flood your dashboards.
Oh, and I forgot to mention I took one crappy picture of my while I shamelessly cam-whored~ Enjoy~!
add: Sorry for the some of the poor photos. I am still using the screen protectors that they sent me with my phone.. and it covers the camera LOL.
This is my next hairstyle, ladies and gentlemen.
self: you better grow your effing hair or I will personally murder you. Myself. kthnxbai.
HORRIBLE picture quality of my amazing shoes (seriously, I love them because they’re pink. So sue me), my white socks, my pants, and a small portion of my flannel. <3 I really only took this picture for the shoes, but… while we’re at it.. I MADE DESE PANTS 2 LOLOLO.
Waaaaa, so pretty!~ ♫
Just spent over an hour trying to recreate these jeans. It went.. okay, I suppose. I’ll try to post pictures later. They obviously aren’t going to look that amazing, but I used what he’s wearing as inspiration.
